Audio Interview, Michael Robertson, February 2, 2012

  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: If there's a need,
  • then people will rise to the occasion, and I did.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Right.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: So shall we tell him where we've heard his name?
  • (laughter)
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Someplace positive, we hope.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: You know more than I do.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Gordon Urlacher.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, right.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh my gosh.
  • It's funny you should mention that.
  • I was just thinking about that on the way.
  • I thought, well, I wonder if I should mention
  • that we were working with the Rochester Police
  • Department, particularly Gordon Urlacher, who we just
  • thought was--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: We interviewed him.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: We interviewed him.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Did you really?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: He was very open.
  • Very open.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: He was sitting right here at this table.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, for heaven's sakes.
  • I thought so much of him.
  • I've just-- was mortified--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: (unintelligible)
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --when he was sent to prison and all of that.
  • It was just like unbelievable.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Well, and one of the things
  • he shared with us was he thought it
  • was you who rode with them in the police cars on patrol
  • at Durand Eastman.
  • And you took him around to see the bars and to meet people.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That, I don't remember.
  • So I don't think that was me.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: OK, maybe somebody else.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: OK.
  • Then we'll go way back, Michael.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, let's go before that.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Were you born in Rochester?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • Oh, no.
  • Nashville.
  • Born and raised in the South.
  • The mid-South.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: How did you come here?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: To go to graduate school
  • at SUNY Geneseo in library science.
  • Music librarianship, actually.
  • And ended up then getting a job in Sibley Music
  • Library at Eastman, my first job out
  • of library science school for five years.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: OK.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: What year are we talking about?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, let's see, I
  • was a student at SUNY Geneseo in the fall and spring of 1972-73.
  • And then it was in the summer of '73
  • that the Gay Alliance was formed from the U of R GLF group.
  • I was just reading about that.
  • So anyway, and that's when I became intensely involved.
  • I had gone to some U of R GLF meetings in the early days
  • there.
  • And it was quite an experience.
  • It was really something.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Before we get into
  • that, can you tell us, when you came up into the Rochester
  • area, were you out and about in the gay community
  • at that time--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yes.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: --when you first came here?
  • And what was it like?
  • What were you finding out there?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: We don't need names.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • Actually, I figured out where the gay bars were here in town.
  • I met somebody while I was shopping, actually, downtown.
  • And then he introduced me to one of the gay bars that
  • was the big gay bar for gay men at the time, Jim's Bar.
  • And so, let's see, but it was really
  • the University of Rochester Gay Liberation
  • Front was how I really got to know people
  • in the gay community.
  • Because it was right about the same time
  • that I started attending U of R GLF meetings.
  • And a friend of mine, Pam Barrale,
  • she was a student at SUNY Geneseo,
  • and she was going to the University of Rochester GLF
  • meetings.
  • And so I started going.
  • Met a lot of people from there.
  • And that was really my introduction
  • to the gay community was through that.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: What was the atmosphere
  • like in the community?
  • Was there a lot of concern about being exposed as a gay person?
  • Any fears or concerns that you have
  • had about being out in the gay community?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Not for me, and that
  • was the liberating thing for me, that I really
  • picked up via the U of R GLF.
  • That was not to be ashamed.
  • That it was OK to be gay.
  • Oh, let's see--
  • I'm trying to remember the first book.
  • I read George-- is it George Weinberger?
  • Oh, gosh.
  • Now, I've forgotten the title, which is too bad.
  • But I remember going to U of R GLF meetings
  • really turned my head around about the whole gay experience.
  • I didn't feel like I had to explain to people why
  • I was gay, that there was no need to explain.
  • There was no need to say, well, it was my mother, or my father,
  • or this, or that.
  • And it just completely changed in a much more positive way,
  • just the whole dynamic of what it meant to be a gay person.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: So you were closeted before.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I was while I was in college.
  • I didn't come out until my last two years of college,
  • and then it was just to a select group of gay people on campus.
  • But I went to a Southern Baptist College,
  • and if it were known by the administration you were gay,
  • you'd be expelled.
  • So yeah, I was closeted certainly there on campus
  • and closeted with my parents.
  • And with non-gay friends who didn't know.
  • A couple did, but really, really close non-gay friends,
  • but that was about it.
  • So yeah, but once I came here--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: And at Geneseo?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: At Geneseo.
  • No, no, that was a really big deal for me
  • in the school of library science there, to come out there.
  • And I had some great role models then.
  • There was a book titled Revolting Librarians,
  • and it was--
  • And one of the people in there, by the way,
  • was Barbara Gittings, who passed away not too long ago,
  • if you're familiar with all the work she did in the library
  • profession over the years.
  • But she was spearheading within the library profession
  • a task force on gay liberation.
  • And so I was fortunate enough to be in a profession that
  • was really on the forefront of being out there on gay issues
  • and gay material in libraries from the get-go.
  • So it caused some trouble for me at Sibley Music Library,
  • because there was an article in the paper
  • about the gay community here in Rochester.
  • It was on the front of--
  • I believe at the time, it was called a Sunday magazine
  • for the DNC.
  • And I was pictured in there, and I
  • was identified as working at Sibley Music Library
  • at the Eastman School of Music.
  • And they had taken my picture at work.
  • Well, some of the homophobes on the faculty and the library
  • staff wrote letters of complaint to Freeman,
  • Robert Freeman, the then director
  • of the Eastman School of Music, saying I should be fired.
  • They went to my boss, or my boss's boss,
  • the director of Sibley Music Library, Ruth Watanabe,
  • and said that she should fire me for having
  • associated the gay community with Sibley Music Library.
  • And then the director of the Eastman School,
  • acting on a letter from one of the faculty members who
  • complained about it, called me in and said
  • he was putting a letter in my file,
  • personnel file that I had violated university policy
  • by associating the university with a controversial group,
  • a political group.
  • And just like I shouldn't be identified as a Republican who
  • works at University of Rochester,
  • I shouldn't be identified as a gay person who
  • works at the University of Rochester,
  • and that sort of thing.
  • I just thought it was absolutely outrageous.
  • Now, the director of the library, my boss's boss,
  • was not about to act on any of that.
  • She called me into her office.
  • We talked about it.
  • She didn't like the article.
  • She didn't think it was particularly
  • complimentary to the gay community.
  • But she wasn't going to act on it or do anything with it.
  • And neither did the director of the Eastman School of music.
  • He just-- it was, I'm putting this in your personnel file
  • and left it at that.
  • So I didn't take any legal action against him
  • because at the time, I didn't feel
  • like I had suffered any terribly adverse consequences,
  • except that I had this letter in my personnel
  • file that I had done this objectionable thing.
  • So anyway, there were some touch-and-go moments there.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: So then you rebelled
  • and you became involved with the Gay Brotherhood.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, well, the incident at Sibley Music
  • Library was actually a number of years
  • after I'd been involved with the Gay Brotherhood.
  • So that was around, I'd say, probably 1975.
  • And I got involved with the Gay Brotherhood in '73.
  • The Gay Alliance sort of broke down
  • into these separate gender-based groups at the time.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, then let's go back a little bit, then.
  • How and why did you become involved with the GLF and--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: The Gay Brotherhood?
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: --the Gay Brotherhood?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, let's see, how was through people
  • I met at SUNY Geneseo, and through them,
  • going to the U of R GLF meetings.
  • And the why of it was simply because I
  • found it very liberating personally
  • and felt like I could have a big impact on changing
  • social attitudes towards gay people
  • by staying involved with the group
  • and being supportive of the group.
  • And those were heady times, because there
  • weren't very many people who were willing to be out and talk
  • to the media.
  • And it was easy to see that you could have a big--
  • just a small group of people could have a very big impact
  • on the community at large.
  • And we got lots of positive support
  • from people who were closeted in the gay community, who
  • were thrilled to see people speaking up
  • for the gay community and see us out there in the media.
  • So I found it exhilarating to be involved
  • in some type of social activist movement
  • like this that affected me so personally.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Sure.
  • So talk to me a little bit more about the Gay Brotherhood,
  • then.
  • As I understand it, it was part of the break-off
  • from the University, right?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
  • Yeah, when had happened--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Were you at the meeting when the women stood
  • up and said, we're leaving?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't remember, to be honest.
  • But I was certainly around during all of that.
  • And certainly, it was clear to me
  • that most of the women, the vast majority,
  • felt like the gay movement was being dominated by men.
  • And that for them, their issues were
  • more feminist-oriented than lesbian-oriented,
  • that they felt like, and felt they needed to break
  • off and form their own group.
  • So they did.
  • Yeah, it was disconcerting.
  • I think a lot of men, a lot of gay men,
  • were surprised and disappointed.
  • But eventually, I think that all worked out really well.
  • Women were able to assert themselves
  • more in the gay community and in the organization
  • itself by first separating off as a subgroup and then--
  • actually separating off entirely.
  • They weren't even a subgroup.
  • They formed their own organization
  • at the time, GROW, Gay Revolution of Women.
  • And then decided that they would come back.
  • We were sharing space next door to each other in the Geneseo
  • Co-op on Monroe Avenue.
  • And then they changed their name to the Lesbian Resource Center.
  • And then we decided that instead of the men just
  • calling our group the Gay Alliance,
  • then we should join forces with the women,
  • since they seemed to be interested now in regrouping.
  • And we could break down the Gay Alliance,
  • or make the Gay Alliance an alliance of a men's group,
  • a women's group, a political group, the Rochester Gay Task
  • Force.
  • So we ended up then--
  • we just thought, the men-- we'll call our group the Gay
  • Brotherhood.
  • And then together with the Lesbian Resource Center
  • and the Rochester Gay Task Force,
  • we'll make up the Gay Alliance.
  • So the Gay Alliance was originally
  • supposed to be for men and women,
  • and then women removed themselves from it
  • but eventually came back around.
  • And then men tried to put things on, I think,
  • a more equal footing by saying, OK, Gay Brotherhood,
  • Lesbian Resource Center will equally represent.
  • And it was an era of having co-presidents
  • so that neither men nor women were dominating the group.
  • That way we could feel like both sides were having equal
  • say in what happened.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: OK, this is where I get a little fuzzy.
  • The women break off from the university group,
  • and then the Gay Liberation Front
  • was asked to go off-campus, right?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • The community members were asked to go off-campus, yeah.
  • Leave the student group behind.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: And then it's after
  • that, the women decided to break off,
  • after you were asked to leave campus?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, they just stopped.
  • It was already in process.
  • Women were voicing, when it was still the Gay Liberation
  • Front--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: So the women were already over at the co-op
  • while you guys were still meeting on the campus?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't think so.
  • I think they were just meeting separately.
  • There were women's consciousness-raising groups
  • at the time.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, just trying
  • to connect the dots on the timeline, when
  • you guys all came together.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I recall that in the winter
  • and spring of '72-'73 there, that women were starting
  • to really voice their concerns, particularly at GLF meetings.
  • I remember being at GLF meetings where women would get up
  • and say, well, we feel like we have our own concerns that
  • are more concerned about our oppression
  • as women than our oppression as lesbians.
  • And so they just stopped participating.
  • And I remember-- oh, gosh.
  • Oh, he was the secretary of the group at the time.
  • He was taking notes.
  • Well, maybe by the time we leave, his name
  • will come to me.
  • But I remember talking to him later.
  • And he was taking notes when that was happening at GLF.
  • I think you can check the minutes.
  • And he was really disappointed, I think, in taking the--
  • Joseph Johns.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Joseph Johns.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Joseph Johns, yeah.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: We've been trying to get to him.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, and I remember years later,
  • talking to him about that.
  • So it was while women who were participating in the Gay
  • Liberation Front before, the Gay Alliance even formed,
  • broke off, in spring of that year,
  • they were already starting to--
  • they were having women's consciousness-raising groups.
  • And that was the impetus there for,
  • I think, women to go off on their own.
  • Then when the community group was
  • asked to leave, decide to separate,
  • we presented it as well, we decided to separate ourselves
  • from the students.
  • But it was really the student government,
  • the homophobic student government
  • at the U of R saying, we're giving money to the GLF,
  • and it looks like to us, there's not
  • any students involved, hardly.
  • It's mostly just people from around the community.
  • So they threatened to cut off funds for the group.
  • And so anyway, so those of us who
  • were community members going off to form our own new group--
  • there were no women hardly at all involved
  • who came along with that.
  • I think Brea Lilias and Peggy, her partner,
  • were two women that would come.
  • And they would say, oh, we don't feel the same way
  • that the other women do who broke off and formed
  • their own group.
  • But there were very few women involved there at the beginning
  • when the Gay Alliance started.
  • And then--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Now, were you already identifying yourself
  • as the Gay Brotherhood then?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: That came after?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, that came after--
  • I'd have to go back and look through the Empty Closets
  • to see when that transpired.
  • I'm guessing that that was probably some time in 1974,
  • then.
  • The Gay Revolution of Women had formed
  • and were occupying space in the co-op,
  • and it did happen to be next door to the Gay Alliance.
  • And then we in the Gay Alliance started
  • talking with some of the folks in the Lesbian Resource Center,
  • then, who were starting to feel, I think,
  • a little less like they wanted to be isolated from us.
  • And we were talking, well, let's form an alliance.
  • And you become part of the alliance,
  • and the men can have a men's group that's
  • called the Gay Brotherhood.
  • And I'm guessing that transpired around '74 or so.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, it had to be,
  • because you were co-president or president in '74,
  • of the Alliance?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, right.
  • And Evelyn had it straight for the longest.
  • I kept giving her a hard time, saying,
  • I don't think you've got that right.
  • But at some point--
  • I mean, we all rotated.
  • There was a small group of us, right?
  • There's only so many to go around.
  • So you rotate--
  • OK, I'll be president of the Gay Brotherhood for a while,
  • and you be president of the Gay Alliance.
  • And then one of the times when I was president of the Gay
  • Alliance later--
  • I was co-president along with Pat--
  • I just saw her the other day.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Pat Lawrence?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yes, thank you.
  • Pat Lawrence.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: But just to get--
  • I think I have the chronology, but in December of 1973,
  • Whitey signed the incorporation papers.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I had gone and met
  • with Emmelyn Logan-Baldwin.
  • And she was known as being supportive of feminist causes,
  • so we turned to her to help us incorporate.
  • She had her office right there on Arnold Park.
  • I don't know if she still lives there or not.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: She is.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: And I remember being--
  • I was so taken--
  • we thought she would do this pro bono for us, but she didn't.
  • And it cost a fortune for us.
  • Our way of raising money was to pass the hat at meetings
  • among whoever showed.
  • We'd have a program every Sunday night
  • that was themed on something that involved being gay.
  • And we'd just pass the hat, and that's
  • how we paid for the phone bill so we could have a phone.
  • Paid whatever little rent we paid to the Geneseo Co-op.
  • And there was no money to pay lawyers for legal fees.
  • And I'd get a bill--
  • I'll never forget how upset everybody was
  • when we got a bill for the--
  • I think it was five minutes I spoke to her on the phone
  • about incorporating.
  • I met with her in person, but I also called her on the phone,
  • not knowing that one would be charged for time on the phone.
  • And here's an organization that can barely
  • get the money to pay the phone bill that month,
  • and you get this legal bill.
  • It was a problem, but anyway.
  • Money was always a problem.
  • Where's the money going to come from?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: But you were incorporated in 1973.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: And then I believe
  • Whitey became the finance person, the treasurer--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: OK.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: --of the organization.
  • And you became the first president,
  • or the second president after him.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: The second.
  • Yeah, right, he was the first president, yeah.
  • I think Tim falls in there somewhere, though.
  • Was Tim Mains president before me?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: No, he was president after you.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: After me, OK.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Let's see, '75 or '76.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
  • But also, wrapped into that whole thing was
  • editorship of the Empty Closet.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Wrapped into what whole thing?
  • You mean the Gay Alliance?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Well, into the Gay Alliance.
  • Jay Baker did the paper out of his home.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Well, for a while--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: But originally, it was on the U of R campus.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • I just read the article.
  • In the May issue, May 1973, there's
  • an article about, as of July first,
  • the Empty Closet is being surrendered
  • by the University of Rochester Gay Liberation
  • Front students there to the Gay Alliance.
  • It will become a part of the Gay Alliance.
  • And so that was another part of the Gay Alliance.
  • It was really the Rochester Gay Task Force, the Empty Closet,
  • the Lesbian Resource Center, the Gay Brotherhood.
  • So we were trying to have all these parts of it.
  • And the Empty Closet, I mean the Empty Closet, in some ways,
  • I think a lot of people would say,
  • is what kept the Gay Alliance going all those years.
  • It was very popular at bars.
  • It was really something to have a publication out there devoted
  • to the local gay community at the time.
  • Big, big deal.
  • And lots of people volunteered.
  • When I think about the thousands of people
  • that came through the doors who volunteered
  • and putting the Empty Closet together,
  • distributing the Empty Closet-- just all of that,
  • it's just truly amazing.
  • Truly amazing.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: All cut out and pasted.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Oh my gosh.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: We have some of those sheets.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Sometimes proofread.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: So let's talk about then you stepping up
  • to be president of the Alliance.
  • What was going on?
  • Talk to me a little bit more about what
  • was going on with the Alliance as a whole.
  • And what were the objectives?
  • What were you trying to do?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: What were we trying to do?
  • Oh, my.
  • Somehow, I just, in reflecting all this,
  • the thing that keeps coming through to me is just survive.
  • Just survive.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Survive from--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Trying to keep the organization
  • surviving--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: The organization survive.
  • Right.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --the organization alive.
  • To me, that's what always stands out there,
  • is that it always felt like it always
  • felt like it was a struggle to keep things going.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Has that changed?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, probably not.
  • But trying to keep parts of it functioning
  • like the Speakers Bureau.
  • The Speakers Bureau was very popular,
  • particularly with faculty members in the community.
  • MCC, U of R, other places, RIT, and some of the other community
  • colleges would invite the Gay Alliance to come and speak,
  • the Speakers Bureau to come and speak about the gay experience.
  • What does it mean to be gay, and all that.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well let me touch--
  • because that was going to be my next question on my cheat sheet
  • here, talking to you about your work with the Speakers Bureau.
  • At that time when we're talking, early seventies,
  • mid-seventies now--
  • ultimately, looking back at it now,
  • do you feel like that was a turning
  • point for the gay community in its relationship
  • to the overall community?
  • I can't imagine in the 1960s that universities
  • were asking people to come and speak about the gay experience.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you realize that at that point
  • that this might be a turning point?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, yeah, absolutely.
  • It all seemed revolutionary.
  • That was part of the attraction in working all this.
  • It was so revolutionary to the point
  • that we had death threats all the time, bomb threats.
  • So you know you're doing something that's threatening--
  • it's throwing change in the face of people--
  • when they want to violently react to that by threatening
  • to kill you or blow you up.
  • Just the fact that we got incorporation,
  • then later, you'll see articles in the Empty Closet about when
  • one of the local state assembly people
  • realized we'd gotten incorporated in the state
  • of New York.
  • He made it a point to say, I'm going
  • to see to it that you lose your incorporation.
  • And thought it was an outrage that we were incorporated,
  • and how could we do that.
  • That was a big, big step for us to become incorporated
  • as a not-for-profit organization,
  • because it was a very hostile climate.
  • And it was interesting to see who would line up behind you
  • and who didn't out there in the community.
  • I think there were always surprises about--
  • there was more support out there than you
  • thought there might be.
  • (knocking)
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Come in.
  • UNKNOWN PERSON: Is Evelyn here?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
  • UNKNOWN PERSON: Hey, I think they're towing your car.
  • You might want to--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, my gosh!
  • You'd better go take care of that.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Thanks.
  • UNKNOWN PERSON: Yeah, no problem.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, Kevin, I hope I'm not wandering around
  • too much for you.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: No, no.
  • This is simply our way of getting to know you so that
  • if we then invite you back to do an on-camera interview,
  • we'll have better ideas--
  • OK, these are the four things we want Michael to talk about.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, that
  • was a big deal at the time, incorporation.
  • Seeing who would support you, who didn't.
  • One of the things that I remember,
  • we always liked it when we got negative publicity, which
  • was usually the only kind of publicity you got at all.
  • And the reason we liked it was because it was just
  • great to have a gadfly, somebody that was after you and saying
  • bad things about you.
  • And then it offered us an opportunity to stand up
  • and say, you're not going to get away with this.
  • This is not who we are.
  • We're good people, et cetera, et cetera.
  • And make them look like they were people with little minds,
  • or discriminatory people.
  • But most of all, we had a media committee,
  • and we learned how to write press releases.
  • I remember Julia--
  • Julia Day, I think, was her name.
  • She worked for WDKX for a long time.
  • There in the Co-op, they used to have classes on various topics
  • at the Geneseo Co-op, and she did one
  • on how to do a press release.
  • Now, that was a big deal for us as a nascent organization,
  • to how in the world do we get ourselves
  • out there in the press, on TV, and on the radio?
  • And I got a lot of mileage out of writing press releases
  • in response to a state legislator who says,
  • I'm going to get you unincorporated.
  • And we can issue our press releases about that.
  • And that was really helpful, because the whole issue
  • of being gay was even negative publicity
  • was a good thing, because otherwise,
  • there was silence about it.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: You were invisible.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Invisible, exactly.
  • And it was breaking that invisibility barrier
  • and just over and over again, trying to get the public
  • to hear the word "gay."
  • "Gay is OK."
  • It's that whole thing of bringing people around
  • to see that we're just ordinary people, just like they are.
  • And that you're everywhere, and maybe a member of your family,
  • or somebody you work with.
  • And it was part of that whole educational process.
  • So that was part of the whole gay movement
  • of liberating ourselves, was being out there in the press.
  • And you had to work--
  • again, a small group of us.
  • And say, OK, who's comfortable here speaking to Channel 13
  • tonight for an interview on blah, blah, blah.
  • And so one of us would be designated
  • and say, OK, I can do it, and go and present yourself on TV.
  • But there were plenty of people in the organization who didn't
  • want their last names given.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Sure.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Didn't want their picture in the paper.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, I noticed a lot in those early articles
  • in the Empty Closet, some people have their last name,
  • some people just have their first name and an initial.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, people who were schoolteachers
  • were particularly terrified--
  • I remember that-- of losing their jobs in schools.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you catch them?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: I'm fine.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, good.
  • It was nice of them to come and warn you.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, really.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Well, there was no tow truck
  • out there or anything.
  • I parked in front of the dumpster.
  • Now-- never mind.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, actually, better that there really
  • wasn't a tow truck out there.
  • Because by the time you got out of there,
  • they would have been gone.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Well, Gordon Urlacher
  • parked in the church parking lot across the street--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, no.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: --and got towed.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, no.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, gosh!
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
  • I took him down and got him un-towed.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, brother.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: It's alright.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: How's he doing?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: He's doing alright.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: He's retired.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Retired--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He lives here locally?
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: --he goes down south
  • to visit his family all the time.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He's a nice guy.
  • I'll never forget when I went down to the police station
  • and there had been some arrests made.
  • And he had a reporter from the DNC
  • there with him who was interviewing me
  • about the arrests.
  • And Urlacher would feed me lines.
  • Sometimes he'd write something on a piece of paper
  • and hand it to me to say.
  • And it turns out, of course, as you probably already know,
  • I think he had a gay roommate in college.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Nothing he mentioned.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, anyway, that's
  • the story I recall hearing from him.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: He did have a gay friend.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: A gay friend.
  • Maybe that's it, a gay friend.
  • And anyway, he would say things like well,
  • there wouldn't be activity in the park or these arrests,
  • would there now, if society were more positive about being gay.
  • Then people wouldn't express themselves in unsafe places.
  • And it was interesting.
  • It was really a bizarre experience
  • to have the Rochester police chief have
  • me come down to his office to be interviewed with the newspaper
  • guy feeding me positive lines to say to this guy, this newspaper
  • reporter.
  • Just bizarre.
  • But anyway.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, we're still
  • trying to get a handle on what was really going on.
  • Because you look back at those issues of the Empty Closet--
  • 1974, 1973, 1975-- those years, they're almost always
  • about talking about the arrests in the park,
  • and how many people are arrested.
  • Or violence against gays in the parks,
  • gays being mugged, all that stuff.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Part of that was Jay Baker.
  • Jay was acutely aware of all that.
  • He made that a focus all the time.
  • And one of his other big focal points
  • was religious people in the community,
  • conservative community, who were getting arrested for whatever,
  • just showing their hypocrisy.
  • It's interesting as you look back through there
  • what Jay decided he would put in the Empty Closet, what
  • his focus might be.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, and you read
  • about articles about the city police
  • going around and taking down people's license
  • plates, numbers and all that.
  • Now, if you talk to the police, they'll
  • say that never happened, but yet there's
  • apparently reports and evidence that it really did happen.
  • What's your perception on that?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think it probably did happen,
  • but I have no proof.
  • And I can't say that I ever saw that directly happening.
  • I just used to hear about it in a roundabout way.
  • So I will say I do remember coming out
  • of the Bachelor Forum when it was located on Main Street.
  • Now, currently all that's been torn down
  • and that sort of thing.
  • But an undercover agent approached
  • Tim Mains in the parking lot after we'd
  • left the Bachelor Forum.
  • And I think he was asking Tim for ID or something,
  • and Tim hit the roof.
  • And so-- I forgot, who was with me?
  • Somebody else was with me.
  • And we had to--
  • Tim lost his temper, and that's not a good thing
  • to do with an undercover cop.
  • So we were saying, "Tim, OK, let's back off now."
  • So we're pulling him away, like, OK, cool off now.
  • Because this officer's getting really hot.
  • I mean what was he doing there?
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, as Tim told it,
  • he spotted the officers taking down license plates.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Ah.
  • OK.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Actually, there was an actual police
  • car in the parking lot.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Maybe that was the one incident where
  • OK, what was he doing there?
  • It must--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: And he confronted the police officer
  • about, why are you taking down license plates?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: OK.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Tim stood in front of the police car
  • and took down its plate.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That sounds right.
  • I'm sorry that my memory's not so good.
  • But I do remember the confrontation.
  • I do remember us dragging him away,
  • because that officer was going to drag him away
  • if it had kept up.
  • Things were escalating.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: What impact do you
  • think the Gay Alliance was actually having
  • in the community?
  • Did you guys really feel that you
  • were achieving what you were setting out to achieve?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That's a good question.
  • How would you measure that at the time?
  • We were definitely having an impact.
  • Certainly not intentionally, and I'm not
  • saying this was a good thing, but we brought the United Way
  • to its knees.
  • In 1975, they lost tens of thousands of dollars
  • because they were the organization--
  • at the time, there was a problem.
  • The unemployment rate was going up.
  • We were having a recession then.
  • And there was the CETA funding that the federal government
  • was giving out to locales, the Comprehensive
  • Employment and Training Act.
  • And the Red Cross--
  • I'm sorry, the United Way.
  • Did I say the Red Cross earlier?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'm sorry.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: No, you said the United Way earlier.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: United Way.
  • The United Way was administered the CETA program.
  • And so John Noble, knowing how these things work--
  • government, and applications, and all that, said, "Well,
  • I think we should apply for our own Comprehensive Employment
  • Training Act positions here at the Gay Alliance, somebody
  • to train peer counselors and another person
  • to work on the Empty Closet."
  • And he wrote up how that was training somebody with job
  • skills, blah, blah, blah.
  • So when that went before the United Way and the community
  • got wind of it, all hell broke loose for them.
  • And everybody in the community says, "Well, I'm
  • not getting any money to the United Way.
  • They're giving money to homosexuals
  • and this homosexual group."
  • And they dropped us like a hot potato.
  • And we were the focus of a city council meeting about all that.
  • We were in the news constantly then.
  • And that's when a person named Bill Johnson appeared
  • from the Urban League and said, "Well, I
  • don't mind that the Gay Alliance is doing this.
  • Why don't we administer the CETA funds instead of the United
  • Way?"
  • And that was the beginning of a relationship
  • then with Bill Johnson, the future mayor of Rochester.
  • And it was a big deal.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you ever question his motives
  • at the time?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • I'm sure there was something political about it.
  • I would assume that gave him some power.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Financial, actually.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, financial, there you go--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Probably some money for the Urban League.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He got some money for the Urban League,
  • you're right, for doing that, right.
  • But still, that got us a lot of publicity.
  • And I felt badly that it hurt the United Way,
  • but then the United Way did not handle it well.
  • And I remember a heated meeting with them, with the United Way,
  • and we were slugging it out over this.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Who did?
  • Who met with the United Way?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Tim Mains, myself.
  • John Noble was there.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Rob Sweeney?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Maybe so.
  • Yeah, Rob may have been there.
  • He was calling himself Bob Sweeney at the time,
  • now he calls himself Rob Sweeney.
  • And so-- I'm trying to remember the name of the woman
  • that I was arguing with.
  • And I got real hot under the collar.
  • And it turns out the person that we were really
  • getting heated with, he didn't want
  • to fund the position for the Empty Closet.
  • And I said, that's not fair.
  • And you're just doing that because of the pressure that's
  • been brought to bear over this, over us being a gay group,
  • blah, blah, blah.
  • Anyway, Tim tried to balance out everything
  • by taking a very calm approach with him.
  • And it was with--
  • oh, he's passed away now, but he was
  • the city manager under Bill Johnson,
  • or he was the deputy mayor.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: The Deputy Mayor?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, you know who I'm talking about, right?
  • He passed away a few years ago.
  • Well, anyway--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: We can find out.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was working
  • at the Urban League for Bill Johnson at the time, and then
  • later (unintelligible)--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Carlson?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Carlson, yeah.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Carlson.
  • Right.
  • So he was the one opposing the CETA funding?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was trying to make us cut it back.
  • No, no.
  • This was now-- it was when we were
  • being turned over from the United Way
  • over to the Urban League.
  • And the United Way was there.
  • I wish I could remember that woman's name.
  • Anyway, she was an African-American.
  • And I challenged her and said, "Well, how would
  • you like it if funding were denied
  • just because you're black and it were a black organization?
  • And you're just doing this because we're gay."
  • Oh, she was furious.
  • And I think John and Tim were a little horrified.
  • But so I was like, OK, well--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: It wasn't Hazel Jeffreys?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • Nevermind.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: We can find out.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Was the whole CETA funding issue--
  • do you think that was the first really big activist
  • event to kind of put you guys on the map?
  • I mean the really first big challenge
  • that you needed to overcome politically?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, I think you're right.
  • Because we really got to be a known entity in the community
  • then.
  • Lots of news about it, the impact
  • it had on the United Way, sadly.
  • And it was shortly after that, United Way
  • started letting people choose which organizations you could
  • designate your money to go to.
  • That was the issue then.
  • People said, I'm not giving to the United Way,
  • because I don't want any of the money to go to Gay Alliance.
  • And-- anyway.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: I want to touch on something really brief
  • here, because I read this in one of the articles about you.
  • Is some work that you were doing, or some conversations
  • you were having with the Mattachine Society in Buffalo.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: I don't think it was a major article.
  • There was one article that mentioned some work
  • that you were doing, or--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I may have gone to a meeting with them
  • or talked with them.
  • Buffalo was always struggling.
  • They never could seem to keep an organization going there.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, well, that's
  • what we're trying to get a handle on,
  • is what was our relationship with the Mattachine in Buffalo?
  • And did they really have any kind
  • of presence or significant contributions to us?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, I don't recall them, no.
  • The students did, at Syracuse University for Syracuse.
  • New York City, the Gay Activists Alliance.
  • They always seemed to be in political disarray, though.
  • They were always fighting, all this infighting down there.
  • But we did all manage to-- and Tim Mains
  • had a lot to do with this-- start
  • an organization that was the New York State
  • Coalition of Gay Organizations.
  • And there were supposed to be representatives from Buffalo,
  • and Syracuse, and Rochester, and Albany, and New York City.
  • And the goal of which, of course,
  • was to lobby at the state level to overturn
  • the sodomy law to advocate for gay civil rights.
  • And that was a big deal.
  • I will say I was noticing that at the time,
  • we were active on a lot of fronts.
  • On the political front.
  • In the Rochester Gay Task Force, John Noble
  • was trying to get us involved in local politics.
  • And he did that by-- he would do these surveys on gay attitudes
  • of a political candidate.
  • Where do you stand on the issue of nondiscrimination
  • legislation protecting civil rights of gay people?
  • I might be making things up, but that's the gist of it.
  • Where do you stand on--
  • I don't know, repeal the sodomy law?
  • Where do you stand on--
  • And that began to make us a known
  • entity in the Democratic Party, for example, or even
  • the Republican Party.
  • John got us invited to meet-- well,
  • I'm trying to remember that guy's name now, older fellow--
  • he's long since passed away--
  • who was head of the Republican Party at the time.
  • And I remember just being stunned
  • when he invited us to meet with him, the head of the Republican
  • Party.
  • I mean, it was a different Republican Party then, too.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: (unintelligible)?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That sounds right, yeah.
  • Inviting us to--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: (unintelligible)?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'm not sure.
  • John would know.
  • John would know.
  • So that was part of the Rochester Gay Task Force.
  • And in fact, even in '73, we were disappointed--
  • we were meeting, we were trying to get the city--
  • the city drew up a new city charter.
  • We were trying to get anti-discrimination legislation
  • or wording put into the Rochester City Charter.
  • That they wouldn't discriminate on the basis
  • of sexual orientation.
  • And they didn't do it.
  • So we were active in lots of different ways.
  • And I remember I used to love the Rochester Gay Task Force,
  • because it was getting involved in politics.
  • And it was having a big impact starting
  • to bring up the issues, gay rights issues,
  • among the local political folk here at the local level.
  • So anyway, that was a neat thing.
  • That was a really neat thing.
  • I do feel like we had a big impact on that front.
  • And through the Speakers Bureau, and the Empty Closet.
  • And we were also, though, there for the gay community here
  • locally.
  • Lots and lots of people called us
  • when they were trying to come out and deal with,
  • I think I'm gay, or I'm not sure if I'm gay,
  • or maybe I'm bisexual.
  • And lots of people called.
  • My very own partner was one of the people who
  • called when he decided that he must be gay and called,
  • and came to an auction the Gay Alliance was doing.
  • It wasn't me he called.
  • It was somebody else, one of the other peer counselors.
  • While we were bidding against each other on an item,
  • but anyway.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Was there one particular event, one
  • particular situation, one particular moment
  • in those years where it just dawned on you, god,
  • we're really doing a good thing here?
  • We're really making a difference.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'd have to reflect on that for a while.
  • But I think the things that quickly
  • come to mind when you say that is being at a Sunday night
  • meeting and having somebody who has called us
  • and come to a meeting for the first time.
  • And how we have utterly transformed their life
  • by being there and being a place for them
  • to come and meet, and meet with people.
  • They've never seen another gay person.
  • Just that whole-- well, it's a personality transformation
  • for a lot of people, the whole process of coming out.
  • But I think when I saw the impact
  • that I was having on somebody who was in that very room,
  • and how moved they were, and how much this had meant
  • to them that we were there.
  • And that there was a meeting, and that they could talk to us.
  • And we had books, and it was all so positive.
  • That's when you felt like you were really doing something.
  • Because even if you just help one person,
  • you would help that one person in such a profound way.
  • And, of course, you had to infer from that that there
  • were plenty of other people out there that we had helped
  • that we weren't meeting face to face
  • and weren't getting all this positive feedback
  • from them about how wonderful it was
  • that we were here to help them with the process of coming out.
  • So I think those things meant more than anything.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Could you talk to me
  • a little bit about Patti Evans?
  • I know you worked closely with Patti on a number of things.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: She was just wonderful.
  • Patti was just always out there.
  • I always felt like she was the first person to be concerned
  • and want to do something--
  • "We have to do something about this!"
  • But she would walk the walk.
  • I mean, walk the talk--
  • what's the expression?
  • Anyway, she wouldn't just sit and say, "Well, somebody needs
  • to do something about this."
  • She'd say, "Well, I'm going to go there and meet with them,
  • and I'm going to do--"
  • When the Sheriff's department was harassing gay people--
  • or actually, mostly, it wasn't gay people--
  • harassing people in the parks, trying to entrap them,
  • if Patti knew it was going on, she'd write up leaflets.
  • And she'd get out there in the park
  • and be handing out to men she saw there in the park saying,
  • "Beware, they're out here, trying to arrest you,
  • arrest people in the parks," and blah, blah, blah.
  • None of the rest of us did that, but Patti would.
  • And when it came to meeting with legislators or labor,
  • the local head of the labor union here,
  • Patti was right there, ready to do it.
  • And she was very dynamic.
  • And a very quiet person--
  • very low-key about all of it, but she's a doer.
  • She's an activist.
  • She's somebody who's right there, ready to do it.
  • And I always thought she was a good role model for me.
  • I never, never, ever saw myself as being near the activist
  • that she was, or as brave as she was, or as outgoing as she was,
  • or willing to take the initiative that she took.
  • Which is one of the things, by the way,
  • that always attracted me about the Gay Alliance and people
  • like Whitey.
  • To me, they were always people for me to emulate,
  • because I admired so much their behavior,
  • and their upfrontedness, and their leadership,
  • and their positiveness on all these issues.
  • And they were just great grow models for me-- role models
  • for me-- grow models, too, as a young person
  • in my early twenties to do what they were doing,
  • look what they're doing, look at the impact they're having.
  • And I felt very fortunate to be involved with people like that.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: How many years did you stay
  • working with the Gay Alliance?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, until I left with my partner in 1978.
  • So it was about five years.
  • And it seems like in that five years,
  • about fifty years' worth of things happened.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: It did.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, talk to me then a little bit about life
  • after 1978.
  • What was life like for you and your partner
  • in the gay community, and some of the things
  • that you may have been involved with?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was not closeted, but he was also not--
  • I was out there putting myself on the front line
  • all the time here in Rochester as a gay person.
  • Yes, I'm a gay person.
  • Here I am at this, speaking-- here I'm at the-- here
  • at whatever.
  • And he wouldn't deny that he was gay if it came up,
  • but he certainly wasn't on the front lines.
  • And so when we moved to Iowa City,
  • and I was trying to look for a job at the University of Iowa,
  • I remember on one of my job interviews--
  • how did this come up?
  • It was a director of the University
  • of Iowa Libraries who--
  • I was trying to get a job there as a librarian.
  • And he just had a courtesy meeting with me,
  • because I wrote to him and said, I'm moving to Iowa City,
  • I'm employed at the University of Rochester.
  • And I was looking for employment as a librarian there.
  • So he just had a courtesy meeting with me.
  • And then I said, well, my spouse--
  • and Randy and I had had a ceremony.
  • We'd just call it a special celebration, a commitment
  • ceremony there, here, locally.
  • So I referred to Randy as my spouse.
  • And I said, "Well, my spouse is doing his residency here."
  • "Oh, in what department?"
  • I said, "Orthopedics."
  • "Oh, I know the head of the orthopedics department.
  • And what is she specializing in?"
  • Or something like that?
  • And I said, "Oh, it's a he."
  • And oh, my god.
  • He was just-- he was very upset.
  • "Well, you misled me.
  • You called him your spouse."
  • I said, "Well, I'm sorry.
  • I didn't mean to mislead you."
  • It turned into-- it had started out very positively,
  • and it got very ugly.
  • And that was my introduction to life
  • there in a small Midwestern city,
  • even at the university level.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: What year was that?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: 1978.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: That was '78, OK.
  • When did you come back to Rochester?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I came back, let's
  • see, I was out there three years,
  • I think, and then took a job at RIT.
  • And then he stayed another three years
  • and took a job at the U of R after that.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: So you came back around '81--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, '81.
  • Right, exactly.
  • Yeah '81.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: In that short time
  • that you were gone and came back, did
  • you notice any difference in Rochester,
  • the gay community in Rochester?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think the Gay Alliance was really
  • struggling.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: That's a difference?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: More so than ever.
  • Oh, I think there had been a little financial scandal.
  • At one point, somebody absconding
  • with some funds, which I think was almost the end
  • of the Alliance at the time.
  • And then there was a period of nobody
  • was willing to be the editor of the Empty Closet.
  • And I think for a month or so, it
  • went unpublished, which was a first in all those years.
  • And it was really struggling.
  • But I felt like I had devoted myself seven days a week
  • for five years and was just burned out on it.
  • And had a new life, sort of the nesting behavior.
  • And not involved so much with the gay movement.
  • But I missed it.
  • I felt like it was a part of myself I almost
  • had to shelve as part of our relationship.
  • One of the compromises in having a relationship at the time
  • was not being so actively involved, and--
  • anyway.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Looking at it today,
  • the Gay Alliance and the gay community in Rochester,
  • did you in your wildest dreams ever
  • think it would ever get to where it is today?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • Oh, no.
  • I mean, I think it's marvelous.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: When you look at it today, what do you think?
  • What do you feel?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think it's absolutely amazing.
  • It says something about this community
  • and the need in this community, I suppose,
  • and the kinds of people that are in this community,
  • that the Gay Alliance would have continued to survive and now,
  • even to my eyes, thrive.
  • When you have-- oh, what's the name
  • of that funding agency I was trying
  • to work with to get the equipment for the library?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Rochester Community Foundation?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Barnett.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Barnett.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, Barnett.
  • It's the guy who--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah, David Barnett.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right, David Barnett.
  • Well, when their officer came here and met with,
  • well, the current head of the Gay Alliance.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Chuck Bowen?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, after Chuck.
  • I forgot.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Joanne (unintelligible)?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Oh, Chris (unintelligible)?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, Chris.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, Chris, right.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Chris and I met
  • with this person from the Barnett Foundation
  • when he was interviewing us about should we get the money,
  • should we not get the money?
  • And he was just floored that a city the size of Rochester
  • would have a gay organization that had--
  • at the time, I think we had five paid staff members.
  • Five paid staff members in a city
  • this size for a gay organization--
  • that's just unheard of.
  • Maybe in a larger city, you might see that.
  • And I thought to myself, this is really something.
  • And he was very impressed with the youth center here--
  • to have three hundred-plus kids involved,
  • the gay youth center there, was really something.
  • And so I just think the Gay Alliance has been successful,
  • I wouldn't say beyond its wildest dreams,
  • but a great success.
  • It's just, I think, very impressive for a city
  • this size.
  • But again, it reflects on the makeup of this community,
  • I think.
  • An oddly conservative, yet at the same time
  • fair-minded community in some respects.
  • I'm sure you have a very different perspective at WXXI
  • than I might, but--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: You can't really label it.
  • Rochester-- we're labelled as kind of a conservative
  • community, but you don't even have to dig down that deep
  • to find out we're actually a very tolerant,
  • very liberal society.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Well, it's these odd contrasts, like Kodak seems so incredibly
  • conservative to me and staid.
  • And yet you've got Frederick Douglass and Emma Goldman, god,
  • this radical--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: But even Kodak, one of the first corporations
  • to have a gay network in their company.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, you're right.
  • You're right.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: That probably wouldn't have happened
  • in George Eastman's time, but--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Susan B. Anthony and all that.
  • So it always struck me as being an odd mix of, in some ways,
  • very conservative, and in some ways,
  • not very conservative-- very liberal,
  • very progressive in terms of fundamental freedom and rights
  • for people.
  • And that's one reason I think the gay community has done well
  • here is that when you've really raised the issue
  • and brought it to people's attention,
  • there's a sense of fairness in Rochester
  • in the way people are treated.
  • Of course, now, there were the riots, were there not,
  • in '69, so I'm sure a lot of people would say--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: There's still-- there are problems, but--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Talk a little bit about--
  • because I don't understand this.
  • The Rochester Gay Task Force was created why?
  • What was it?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Political action.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Political action.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Because our corporation
  • as a nonprofit group--
  • we could only, by law, spend 10 percent of our resources,
  • I guess is one way to put it, by law, on political action,
  • for political things.
  • So we had to be very careful.
  • So we tried not to do anything that
  • looked like political action as far as other parts of the Gay
  • Alliance were concerned.
  • But we felt like with this little group, the Rochester Gay
  • Task Force, we could be the 10 percent that got away
  • with polling politicians.
  • And we would put an article then in the Empty Closet at election
  • time, saying here are the candidates that we think
  • you should support because they're supportive of us
  • in the gay community.
  • And here's where they stand on the issues.
  • And here's who you shouldn't vote for.
  • So that was the 10 percent.
  • And we were very mindful, I think.
  • John Noble, I thought, was masterful at that,
  • making sure that--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Was he the leader?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • He was the one who, I think, got us organized and got us going.
  • And Tim was involved, too, but myself
  • and, oh, well, there were some politicos
  • that let us do all that.
  • For a while, we had a few log cabin Republicans
  • coming around.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: I think Patti was involved, wasn't she?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Patti, yeah.
  • Patti was, right.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
  • And then the New York State Coalition--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --of Gay Organizations?
  • Yeah, that was an early lobbying group.
  • We paid a lobbyist.
  • We tried to come up with money to pay for a lobbyist.
  • There was just no money to be had
  • from anybody around the state.
  • But we did have a lobbyist there part-time in Albany,
  • trying to--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: But that group wasn't under the umbrella
  • of the Alliance, was it?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, no.
  • That was just at the state level,
  • gay organizations around the state
  • trying to fund a lobbying effort--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: So the Alliance was part of that organization,
  • or a member of that organization?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • You could put it that way, yeah.
  • Yeah, exactly.
  • The Gay Alliance was part of the New York State Coalition
  • of Gay Organizations.
  • But again, you get into all the--
  • it gets shaky with the--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: The law.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
  • What you're doing with your not-for-profit status.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Did the Rochester Task Force then become
  • the political caucus?
  • Or was that a separate--
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't know.
  • I'm not sure what the political caucus--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Of the Stonewall Republicans?
  • With Bill Wall?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That's after me,
  • so I'm sorry I can't help with that.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: I think the political caucus--
  • Larry Champoux can speak to that.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Now, I will say I was very impressed--
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Log cabin Republicans.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: We were talking about when I came back,
  • and it was very impressive what Larry Champoux--
  • now, wasn't Larry Champoux one of the people who started
  • the whole film festival?
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yes.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That was very impressive.
  • I was very impressed, and I thought, wow,
  • they've really done something, starting this gay film
  • festival.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Twenty years later.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • I was always struck by the fact that it was a Gay Alliance
  • group originally, or part of the Gay Alliance,
  • and that the Gay Alliance foolishly, I
  • think, under Bill--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Bill Pritchard.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Leadership there-- I guess they didn't get along
  • and then left the group.
  • And I think that was a big loss.
  • To me, that was a big loss for the Gay Alliance.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, I talked to Bill Pritchard about it,
  • and he says, "Yeah, it was probably
  • one of our biggest mistakes."
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Because it probably
  • would have been their biggest funding resource.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
  • And another way for the Gay Alliance to reach out
  • into the community and--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: But you know what, they're
  • a big part of it anyways.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
  • And it all works together, so yeah.
  • And Rochester's only so big.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Right.
  • And as we have found with other organizations and other groups
  • that we have incubated and spun off, had all of those groups
  • remained with the Alliance-- it's a two-edged sword.
  • You need space to have them, and that costs money.
  • You also have to have leadership in the Alliance
  • that can manage all of those pieces.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: And give them room to grow.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Right.
  • And better, I think, to have pushed them out of the nest
  • and said, go on your own.
  • Because we'll be here.
  • I mean, if Image Out ever got to the point
  • where it needed to return to a quote unquote "umbrella
  • organization," or a "parent organization," or whatever,
  • the Alliance would still be here.
  • But they're much, I think, better off being separate.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Separate and their own leadership.
  • Their own bylaws, their own mission.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • Speaking of groups and that sort of-- but that makes
  • me think about, you were talking about the people
  • whose lives were impacted.
  • And I was talking about this at one point with Chris
  • when she was going through, or when
  • he was going through his gender transformation.
  • In the early days of the Gay Alliance,
  • there were a number of folks who considered
  • themselves transsexuals and were going through the transition.
  • At the time, the only people I knew
  • were going from male to female.
  • And one of them was just the quietest person,
  • and she was working with us on the library.
  • And it was interesting to see her
  • and then another person that was transitioning from male
  • to female, who was an officer, a secretary, I think,
  • with the Gay Brotherhood, the year I was president--
  • one of those years.
  • And I can't remember the person's name,
  • but I remember the picture of him.
  • Very outgoing person.
  • But we were a place that was the only place they
  • had to come where they could feel safe, and comfortable,
  • and accepted.
  • And even in the gay community, I think
  • there was some discomfort on the part particularly of a lot
  • of gay men in dealing with--
  • because that was the stereotype, right, that a lot of us
  • were fighting as gay men, that--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: We all want to be women.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right, exactly.
  • And yet here was--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: I don't like them, but I want to be one.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: And so when I look back on that,
  • I think about that.
  • There were a number of folks there,
  • and the Gay Alliance definitely provided a safe place for them
  • to come and feel as though they were accepted,
  • and they could participate.
  • And put them in a more comfortable situation,
  • I think, to make the transition.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, it's interesting you say that,
  • because I've often struggled with that issue myself.
  • We got LGB, and then now we've got the T's.
  • And then now we also have the I's and the Q's and pretty
  • soon, we're going to have every letter in the alphabet.
  • But yeah, why was it that they-- because they don't identify
  • themselves as gay, but yet they align themselves
  • with the gay organizations all the time.
  • I can't figure that out.
  • (unintelligible) because they had no other place to go.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • And we were the one group where at least there
  • was some acceptance, even if some of the men
  • didn't accept them.
  • Some of them did.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: I also think it was because of that transition
  • from male to female, or female to male,
  • where oftentimes that would mean the resulting partners,
  • if they stayed together, were two women or two men.
  • Which, now, they may not think of themselves
  • or see themselves as gay, but given the culture,
  • given the society--
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: How we define what gay is.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: --and the image when you see two men together
  • or two women together, they get pushed
  • into this gay/lesbian category.
  • So that may not be what they self-identify as,
  • but that is certainly how society would view them,
  • because society doesn't have another category
  • to put them in.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I think we've come a long way.
  • And I've come a long way.
  • I think my thinking changing about it over the years--
  • I was uncomfortable with it (unintelligible).
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: This month's Empty Closet
  • is all about transsexual issues, transgender issues.
  • That's what I was reading when you were coming in.
  • I'm like, actually, you know what?
  • I really need to read this, because I
  • do need to understand it more.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: I have just one final question for you.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: What's that?
  • EVELYN BAILEY: What difference in your own life
  • did the Gay Alliance make, or your involvement
  • in the gay community make?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: My own life?
  • Oh, gosh.
  • I think it really transformed my life.
  • I wouldn't have come out with my mother.
  • My father had already passed away.
  • But I wouldn't have come out with my mother had it
  • not been for the Gay Alliance.
  • And so that was a real biggie.
  • And my brother.
  • Came out with my family.
  • I wouldn't probably have met my life partner were it
  • not for the Gay Alliance.
  • And I think it opened my eyes to a lot of things
  • that they had not been opened to before.
  • And I think made me a little more politically involved
  • than I would have been otherwise.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: Did you feel more integrated, more,
  • for lack of a word, whole?
  • More together?
  • Did you think compartmentalized, and then not?
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
  • No, I think it still left me with a sense of other.
  • I always felt like I was not part of society as a whole,
  • and here was a group that I could identify with and feel
  • at home with.
  • So I finally had a group I could identify with.
  • So that impact on my identity of you're
  • part of this big gay community.
  • And yeah, it's that whole concept of otherness,
  • of not being part of the rest of society.
  • You're different.
  • And this group has helped accept that difference,
  • and helped me accept that difference.
  • That's not a very good answer.
  • But yeah, I think it's shaped whole aspects of my life.
  • And even my employment.
  • Certainly one of my jobs was because of gay people
  • I knew, and I ended up with a gay boss.
  • I don't know.
  • Lifelong friends.
  • It had a big impact.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, I'm sorry to say,
  • but I do need to get going.
  • I need to get back to my office.
  • EVELYN BAILEY: I do, too.
  • But thank you.
  • MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, no, thanks
  • for taking the time to do this.
  • I really appreciate it.
  • KEVIN INDOVINO: This is my opportunity
  • to just get to know you and the things
  • that we might be able to ask you--
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