Audio Interview, Michael Robertson, February 2, 2012
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: If there's a need,
- then people will rise to the occasion, and I did.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Right.
- EVELYN BAILEY: So shall we tell him where we've heard his name?
- (laughter)
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Someplace positive, we hope.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: You know more than I do.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Gordon Urlacher.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, right.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh my gosh.
- It's funny you should mention that.
- I was just thinking about that on the way.
- I thought, well, I wonder if I should mention
- that we were working with the Rochester Police
- Department, particularly Gordon Urlacher, who we just
- thought was--
- EVELYN BAILEY: We interviewed him.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: We interviewed him.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Did you really?
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: He was very open.
- Very open.
- EVELYN BAILEY: He was sitting right here at this table.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, for heaven's sakes.
- I thought so much of him.
- I've just-- was mortified--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: (unintelligible)
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --when he was sent to prison and all of that.
- It was just like unbelievable.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Well, and one of the things
- he shared with us was he thought it
- was you who rode with them in the police cars on patrol
- at Durand Eastman.
- And you took him around to see the bars and to meet people.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That, I don't remember.
- So I don't think that was me.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: OK, maybe somebody else.
- EVELYN BAILEY: OK.
- Then we'll go way back, Michael.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, let's go before that.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Were you born in Rochester?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- Oh, no.
- Nashville.
- Born and raised in the South.
- The mid-South.
- EVELYN BAILEY: How did you come here?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: To go to graduate school
- at SUNY Geneseo in library science.
- Music librarianship, actually.
- And ended up then getting a job in Sibley Music
- Library at Eastman, my first job out
- of library science school for five years.
- EVELYN BAILEY: OK.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: What year are we talking about?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, let's see, I
- was a student at SUNY Geneseo in the fall and spring of 1972-73.
- And then it was in the summer of '73
- that the Gay Alliance was formed from the U of R GLF group.
- I was just reading about that.
- So anyway, and that's when I became intensely involved.
- I had gone to some U of R GLF meetings in the early days
- there.
- And it was quite an experience.
- It was really something.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Before we get into
- that, can you tell us, when you came up into the Rochester
- area, were you out and about in the gay community
- at that time--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yes.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: --when you first came here?
- And what was it like?
- What were you finding out there?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well--
- EVELYN BAILEY: We don't need names.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- Actually, I figured out where the gay bars were here in town.
- I met somebody while I was shopping, actually, downtown.
- And then he introduced me to one of the gay bars that
- was the big gay bar for gay men at the time, Jim's Bar.
- And so, let's see, but it was really
- the University of Rochester Gay Liberation
- Front was how I really got to know people
- in the gay community.
- Because it was right about the same time
- that I started attending U of R GLF meetings.
- And a friend of mine, Pam Barrale,
- she was a student at SUNY Geneseo,
- and she was going to the University of Rochester GLF
- meetings.
- And so I started going.
- Met a lot of people from there.
- And that was really my introduction
- to the gay community was through that.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: What was the atmosphere
- like in the community?
- Was there a lot of concern about being exposed as a gay person?
- Any fears or concerns that you have
- had about being out in the gay community?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Not for me, and that
- was the liberating thing for me, that I really
- picked up via the U of R GLF.
- That was not to be ashamed.
- That it was OK to be gay.
- Oh, let's see--
- I'm trying to remember the first book.
- I read George-- is it George Weinberger?
- Oh, gosh.
- Now, I've forgotten the title, which is too bad.
- But I remember going to U of R GLF meetings
- really turned my head around about the whole gay experience.
- I didn't feel like I had to explain to people why
- I was gay, that there was no need to explain.
- There was no need to say, well, it was my mother, or my father,
- or this, or that.
- And it just completely changed in a much more positive way,
- just the whole dynamic of what it meant to be a gay person.
- EVELYN BAILEY: So you were closeted before.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I was while I was in college.
- I didn't come out until my last two years of college,
- and then it was just to a select group of gay people on campus.
- But I went to a Southern Baptist College,
- and if it were known by the administration you were gay,
- you'd be expelled.
- So yeah, I was closeted certainly there on campus
- and closeted with my parents.
- And with non-gay friends who didn't know.
- A couple did, but really, really close non-gay friends,
- but that was about it.
- So yeah, but once I came here--
- EVELYN BAILEY: And at Geneseo?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: At Geneseo.
- No, no, that was a really big deal for me
- in the school of library science there, to come out there.
- And I had some great role models then.
- There was a book titled Revolting Librarians,
- and it was--
- And one of the people in there, by the way,
- was Barbara Gittings, who passed away not too long ago,
- if you're familiar with all the work she did in the library
- profession over the years.
- But she was spearheading within the library profession
- a task force on gay liberation.
- And so I was fortunate enough to be in a profession that
- was really on the forefront of being out there on gay issues
- and gay material in libraries from the get-go.
- So it caused some trouble for me at Sibley Music Library,
- because there was an article in the paper
- about the gay community here in Rochester.
- It was on the front of--
- I believe at the time, it was called a Sunday magazine
- for the DNC.
- And I was pictured in there, and I
- was identified as working at Sibley Music Library
- at the Eastman School of Music.
- And they had taken my picture at work.
- Well, some of the homophobes on the faculty and the library
- staff wrote letters of complaint to Freeman,
- Robert Freeman, the then director
- of the Eastman School of Music, saying I should be fired.
- They went to my boss, or my boss's boss,
- the director of Sibley Music Library, Ruth Watanabe,
- and said that she should fire me for having
- associated the gay community with Sibley Music Library.
- And then the director of the Eastman School,
- acting on a letter from one of the faculty members who
- complained about it, called me in and said
- he was putting a letter in my file,
- personnel file that I had violated university policy
- by associating the university with a controversial group,
- a political group.
- And just like I shouldn't be identified as a Republican who
- works at University of Rochester,
- I shouldn't be identified as a gay person who
- works at the University of Rochester,
- and that sort of thing.
- I just thought it was absolutely outrageous.
- Now, the director of the library, my boss's boss,
- was not about to act on any of that.
- She called me into her office.
- We talked about it.
- She didn't like the article.
- She didn't think it was particularly
- complimentary to the gay community.
- But she wasn't going to act on it or do anything with it.
- And neither did the director of the Eastman School of music.
- He just-- it was, I'm putting this in your personnel file
- and left it at that.
- So I didn't take any legal action against him
- because at the time, I didn't feel
- like I had suffered any terribly adverse consequences,
- except that I had this letter in my personnel
- file that I had done this objectionable thing.
- So anyway, there were some touch-and-go moments there.
- EVELYN BAILEY: So then you rebelled
- and you became involved with the Gay Brotherhood.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, well, the incident at Sibley Music
- Library was actually a number of years
- after I'd been involved with the Gay Brotherhood.
- So that was around, I'd say, probably 1975.
- And I got involved with the Gay Brotherhood in '73.
- The Gay Alliance sort of broke down
- into these separate gender-based groups at the time.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, then let's go back a little bit, then.
- How and why did you become involved with the GLF and--
- EVELYN BAILEY: The Gay Brotherhood?
- KEVIN INDOVINO: --the Gay Brotherhood?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, let's see, how was through people
- I met at SUNY Geneseo, and through them,
- going to the U of R GLF meetings.
- And the why of it was simply because I
- found it very liberating personally
- and felt like I could have a big impact on changing
- social attitudes towards gay people
- by staying involved with the group
- and being supportive of the group.
- And those were heady times, because there
- weren't very many people who were willing to be out and talk
- to the media.
- And it was easy to see that you could have a big--
- just a small group of people could have a very big impact
- on the community at large.
- And we got lots of positive support
- from people who were closeted in the gay community, who
- were thrilled to see people speaking up
- for the gay community and see us out there in the media.
- So I found it exhilarating to be involved
- in some type of social activist movement
- like this that affected me so personally.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Sure.
- So talk to me a little bit more about the Gay Brotherhood,
- then.
- As I understand it, it was part of the break-off
- from the University, right?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
- Yeah, when had happened--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Were you at the meeting when the women stood
- up and said, we're leaving?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't remember, to be honest.
- But I was certainly around during all of that.
- And certainly, it was clear to me
- that most of the women, the vast majority,
- felt like the gay movement was being dominated by men.
- And that for them, their issues were
- more feminist-oriented than lesbian-oriented,
- that they felt like, and felt they needed to break
- off and form their own group.
- So they did.
- Yeah, it was disconcerting.
- I think a lot of men, a lot of gay men,
- were surprised and disappointed.
- But eventually, I think that all worked out really well.
- Women were able to assert themselves
- more in the gay community and in the organization
- itself by first separating off as a subgroup and then--
- actually separating off entirely.
- They weren't even a subgroup.
- They formed their own organization
- at the time, GROW, Gay Revolution of Women.
- And then decided that they would come back.
- We were sharing space next door to each other in the Geneseo
- Co-op on Monroe Avenue.
- And then they changed their name to the Lesbian Resource Center.
- And then we decided that instead of the men just
- calling our group the Gay Alliance,
- then we should join forces with the women,
- since they seemed to be interested now in regrouping.
- And we could break down the Gay Alliance,
- or make the Gay Alliance an alliance of a men's group,
- a women's group, a political group, the Rochester Gay Task
- Force.
- So we ended up then--
- we just thought, the men-- we'll call our group the Gay
- Brotherhood.
- And then together with the Lesbian Resource Center
- and the Rochester Gay Task Force,
- we'll make up the Gay Alliance.
- So the Gay Alliance was originally
- supposed to be for men and women,
- and then women removed themselves from it
- but eventually came back around.
- And then men tried to put things on, I think,
- a more equal footing by saying, OK, Gay Brotherhood,
- Lesbian Resource Center will equally represent.
- And it was an era of having co-presidents
- so that neither men nor women were dominating the group.
- That way we could feel like both sides were having equal
- say in what happened.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: OK, this is where I get a little fuzzy.
- The women break off from the university group,
- and then the Gay Liberation Front
- was asked to go off-campus, right?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- The community members were asked to go off-campus, yeah.
- Leave the student group behind.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: And then it's after
- that, the women decided to break off,
- after you were asked to leave campus?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, they just stopped.
- It was already in process.
- Women were voicing, when it was still the Gay Liberation
- Front--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: So the women were already over at the co-op
- while you guys were still meeting on the campus?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't think so.
- I think they were just meeting separately.
- There were women's consciousness-raising groups
- at the time.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, just trying
- to connect the dots on the timeline, when
- you guys all came together.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I recall that in the winter
- and spring of '72-'73 there, that women were starting
- to really voice their concerns, particularly at GLF meetings.
- I remember being at GLF meetings where women would get up
- and say, well, we feel like we have our own concerns that
- are more concerned about our oppression
- as women than our oppression as lesbians.
- And so they just stopped participating.
- And I remember-- oh, gosh.
- Oh, he was the secretary of the group at the time.
- He was taking notes.
- Well, maybe by the time we leave, his name
- will come to me.
- But I remember talking to him later.
- And he was taking notes when that was happening at GLF.
- I think you can check the minutes.
- And he was really disappointed, I think, in taking the--
- Joseph Johns.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Joseph Johns.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Joseph Johns, yeah.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: We've been trying to get to him.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, and I remember years later,
- talking to him about that.
- So it was while women who were participating in the Gay
- Liberation Front before, the Gay Alliance even formed,
- broke off, in spring of that year,
- they were already starting to--
- they were having women's consciousness-raising groups.
- And that was the impetus there for,
- I think, women to go off on their own.
- Then when the community group was
- asked to leave, decide to separate,
- we presented it as well, we decided to separate ourselves
- from the students.
- But it was really the student government,
- the homophobic student government
- at the U of R saying, we're giving money to the GLF,
- and it looks like to us, there's not
- any students involved, hardly.
- It's mostly just people from around the community.
- So they threatened to cut off funds for the group.
- And so anyway, so those of us who
- were community members going off to form our own new group--
- there were no women hardly at all involved
- who came along with that.
- I think Brea Lilias and Peggy, her partner,
- were two women that would come.
- And they would say, oh, we don't feel the same way
- that the other women do who broke off and formed
- their own group.
- But there were very few women involved there at the beginning
- when the Gay Alliance started.
- And then--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Now, were you already identifying yourself
- as the Gay Brotherhood then?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: That came after?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, that came after--
- I'd have to go back and look through the Empty Closets
- to see when that transpired.
- I'm guessing that that was probably some time in 1974,
- then.
- The Gay Revolution of Women had formed
- and were occupying space in the co-op,
- and it did happen to be next door to the Gay Alliance.
- And then we in the Gay Alliance started
- talking with some of the folks in the Lesbian Resource Center,
- then, who were starting to feel, I think,
- a little less like they wanted to be isolated from us.
- And we were talking, well, let's form an alliance.
- And you become part of the alliance,
- and the men can have a men's group that's
- called the Gay Brotherhood.
- And I'm guessing that transpired around '74 or so.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, it had to be,
- because you were co-president or president in '74,
- of the Alliance?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, right.
- And Evelyn had it straight for the longest.
- I kept giving her a hard time, saying,
- I don't think you've got that right.
- But at some point--
- I mean, we all rotated.
- There was a small group of us, right?
- There's only so many to go around.
- So you rotate--
- OK, I'll be president of the Gay Brotherhood for a while,
- and you be president of the Gay Alliance.
- And then one of the times when I was president of the Gay
- Alliance later--
- I was co-president along with Pat--
- I just saw her the other day.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Pat Lawrence?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yes, thank you.
- Pat Lawrence.
- EVELYN BAILEY: But just to get--
- I think I have the chronology, but in December of 1973,
- Whitey signed the incorporation papers.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I had gone and met
- with Emmelyn Logan-Baldwin.
- And she was known as being supportive of feminist causes,
- so we turned to her to help us incorporate.
- She had her office right there on Arnold Park.
- I don't know if she still lives there or not.
- EVELYN BAILEY: She is.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: And I remember being--
- I was so taken--
- we thought she would do this pro bono for us, but she didn't.
- And it cost a fortune for us.
- Our way of raising money was to pass the hat at meetings
- among whoever showed.
- We'd have a program every Sunday night
- that was themed on something that involved being gay.
- And we'd just pass the hat, and that's
- how we paid for the phone bill so we could have a phone.
- Paid whatever little rent we paid to the Geneseo Co-op.
- And there was no money to pay lawyers for legal fees.
- And I'd get a bill--
- I'll never forget how upset everybody was
- when we got a bill for the--
- I think it was five minutes I spoke to her on the phone
- about incorporating.
- I met with her in person, but I also called her on the phone,
- not knowing that one would be charged for time on the phone.
- And here's an organization that can barely
- get the money to pay the phone bill that month,
- and you get this legal bill.
- It was a problem, but anyway.
- Money was always a problem.
- Where's the money going to come from?
- EVELYN BAILEY: But you were incorporated in 1973.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- EVELYN BAILEY: And then I believe
- Whitey became the finance person, the treasurer--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: OK.
- EVELYN BAILEY: --of the organization.
- And you became the first president,
- or the second president after him.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: The second.
- Yeah, right, he was the first president, yeah.
- I think Tim falls in there somewhere, though.
- Was Tim Mains president before me?
- EVELYN BAILEY: No, he was president after you.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: After me, OK.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Let's see, '75 or '76.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
- But also, wrapped into that whole thing was
- editorship of the Empty Closet.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Wrapped into what whole thing?
- You mean the Gay Alliance?
- EVELYN BAILEY: Well, into the Gay Alliance.
- Jay Baker did the paper out of his home.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Well, for a while--
- EVELYN BAILEY: But originally, it was on the U of R campus.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- I just read the article.
- In the May issue, May 1973, there's
- an article about, as of July first,
- the Empty Closet is being surrendered
- by the University of Rochester Gay Liberation
- Front students there to the Gay Alliance.
- It will become a part of the Gay Alliance.
- And so that was another part of the Gay Alliance.
- It was really the Rochester Gay Task Force, the Empty Closet,
- the Lesbian Resource Center, the Gay Brotherhood.
- So we were trying to have all these parts of it.
- And the Empty Closet, I mean the Empty Closet, in some ways,
- I think a lot of people would say,
- is what kept the Gay Alliance going all those years.
- It was very popular at bars.
- It was really something to have a publication out there devoted
- to the local gay community at the time.
- Big, big deal.
- And lots of people volunteered.
- When I think about the thousands of people
- that came through the doors who volunteered
- and putting the Empty Closet together,
- distributing the Empty Closet-- just all of that,
- it's just truly amazing.
- Truly amazing.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: All cut out and pasted.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Oh my gosh.
- EVELYN BAILEY: We have some of those sheets.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Sometimes proofread.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: So let's talk about then you stepping up
- to be president of the Alliance.
- What was going on?
- Talk to me a little bit more about what
- was going on with the Alliance as a whole.
- And what were the objectives?
- What were you trying to do?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: What were we trying to do?
- Oh, my.
- Somehow, I just, in reflecting all this,
- the thing that keeps coming through to me is just survive.
- Just survive.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Survive from--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Trying to keep the organization
- surviving--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: The organization survive.
- Right.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --the organization alive.
- To me, that's what always stands out there,
- is that it always felt like it always
- felt like it was a struggle to keep things going.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Has that changed?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, probably not.
- But trying to keep parts of it functioning
- like the Speakers Bureau.
- The Speakers Bureau was very popular,
- particularly with faculty members in the community.
- MCC, U of R, other places, RIT, and some of the other community
- colleges would invite the Gay Alliance to come and speak,
- the Speakers Bureau to come and speak about the gay experience.
- What does it mean to be gay, and all that.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well let me touch--
- because that was going to be my next question on my cheat sheet
- here, talking to you about your work with the Speakers Bureau.
- At that time when we're talking, early seventies,
- mid-seventies now--
- ultimately, looking back at it now,
- do you feel like that was a turning
- point for the gay community in its relationship
- to the overall community?
- I can't imagine in the 1960s that universities
- were asking people to come and speak about the gay experience.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you realize that at that point
- that this might be a turning point?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, yeah, absolutely.
- It all seemed revolutionary.
- That was part of the attraction in working all this.
- It was so revolutionary to the point
- that we had death threats all the time, bomb threats.
- So you know you're doing something that's threatening--
- it's throwing change in the face of people--
- when they want to violently react to that by threatening
- to kill you or blow you up.
- Just the fact that we got incorporation,
- then later, you'll see articles in the Empty Closet about when
- one of the local state assembly people
- realized we'd gotten incorporated in the state
- of New York.
- He made it a point to say, I'm going
- to see to it that you lose your incorporation.
- And thought it was an outrage that we were incorporated,
- and how could we do that.
- That was a big, big step for us to become incorporated
- as a not-for-profit organization,
- because it was a very hostile climate.
- And it was interesting to see who would line up behind you
- and who didn't out there in the community.
- I think there were always surprises about--
- there was more support out there than you
- thought there might be.
- (knocking)
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Come in.
- UNKNOWN PERSON: Is Evelyn here?
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
- UNKNOWN PERSON: Hey, I think they're towing your car.
- You might want to--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, my gosh!
- You'd better go take care of that.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Thanks.
- UNKNOWN PERSON: Yeah, no problem.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, Kevin, I hope I'm not wandering around
- too much for you.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: No, no.
- This is simply our way of getting to know you so that
- if we then invite you back to do an on-camera interview,
- we'll have better ideas--
- OK, these are the four things we want Michael to talk about.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, that
- was a big deal at the time, incorporation.
- Seeing who would support you, who didn't.
- One of the things that I remember,
- we always liked it when we got negative publicity, which
- was usually the only kind of publicity you got at all.
- And the reason we liked it was because it was just
- great to have a gadfly, somebody that was after you and saying
- bad things about you.
- And then it offered us an opportunity to stand up
- and say, you're not going to get away with this.
- This is not who we are.
- We're good people, et cetera, et cetera.
- And make them look like they were people with little minds,
- or discriminatory people.
- But most of all, we had a media committee,
- and we learned how to write press releases.
- I remember Julia--
- Julia Day, I think, was her name.
- She worked for WDKX for a long time.
- There in the Co-op, they used to have classes on various topics
- at the Geneseo Co-op, and she did one
- on how to do a press release.
- Now, that was a big deal for us as a nascent organization,
- to how in the world do we get ourselves
- out there in the press, on TV, and on the radio?
- And I got a lot of mileage out of writing press releases
- in response to a state legislator who says,
- I'm going to get you unincorporated.
- And we can issue our press releases about that.
- And that was really helpful, because the whole issue
- of being gay was even negative publicity
- was a good thing, because otherwise,
- there was silence about it.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: You were invisible.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Invisible, exactly.
- And it was breaking that invisibility barrier
- and just over and over again, trying to get the public
- to hear the word "gay."
- "Gay is OK."
- It's that whole thing of bringing people around
- to see that we're just ordinary people, just like they are.
- And that you're everywhere, and maybe a member of your family,
- or somebody you work with.
- And it was part of that whole educational process.
- So that was part of the whole gay movement
- of liberating ourselves, was being out there in the press.
- And you had to work--
- again, a small group of us.
- And say, OK, who's comfortable here speaking to Channel 13
- tonight for an interview on blah, blah, blah.
- And so one of us would be designated
- and say, OK, I can do it, and go and present yourself on TV.
- But there were plenty of people in the organization who didn't
- want their last names given.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Sure.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Didn't want their picture in the paper.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, I noticed a lot in those early articles
- in the Empty Closet, some people have their last name,
- some people just have their first name and an initial.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, people who were schoolteachers
- were particularly terrified--
- I remember that-- of losing their jobs in schools.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you catch them?
- EVELYN BAILEY: I'm fine.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, good.
- It was nice of them to come and warn you.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, really.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Well, there was no tow truck
- out there or anything.
- I parked in front of the dumpster.
- Now-- never mind.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, actually, better that there really
- wasn't a tow truck out there.
- Because by the time you got out of there,
- they would have been gone.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Well, Gordon Urlacher
- parked in the church parking lot across the street--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, no.
- EVELYN BAILEY: --and got towed.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, no.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, gosh!
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yes.
- I took him down and got him un-towed.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, brother.
- EVELYN BAILEY: It's alright.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: How's he doing?
- EVELYN BAILEY: He's doing alright.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah?
- EVELYN BAILEY: He's retired.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Retired--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He lives here locally?
- KEVIN INDOVINO: --he goes down south
- to visit his family all the time.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He's a nice guy.
- I'll never forget when I went down to the police station
- and there had been some arrests made.
- And he had a reporter from the DNC
- there with him who was interviewing me
- about the arrests.
- And Urlacher would feed me lines.
- Sometimes he'd write something on a piece of paper
- and hand it to me to say.
- And it turns out, of course, as you probably already know,
- I think he had a gay roommate in college.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Nothing he mentioned.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, anyway, that's
- the story I recall hearing from him.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: He did have a gay friend.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: A gay friend.
- Maybe that's it, a gay friend.
- And anyway, he would say things like well,
- there wouldn't be activity in the park or these arrests,
- would there now, if society were more positive about being gay.
- Then people wouldn't express themselves in unsafe places.
- And it was interesting.
- It was really a bizarre experience
- to have the Rochester police chief have
- me come down to his office to be interviewed with the newspaper
- guy feeding me positive lines to say to this guy, this newspaper
- reporter.
- Just bizarre.
- But anyway.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, we're still
- trying to get a handle on what was really going on.
- Because you look back at those issues of the Empty Closet--
- 1974, 1973, 1975-- those years, they're almost always
- about talking about the arrests in the park,
- and how many people are arrested.
- Or violence against gays in the parks,
- gays being mugged, all that stuff.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Part of that was Jay Baker.
- Jay was acutely aware of all that.
- He made that a focus all the time.
- And one of his other big focal points
- was religious people in the community,
- conservative community, who were getting arrested for whatever,
- just showing their hypocrisy.
- It's interesting as you look back through there
- what Jay decided he would put in the Empty Closet, what
- his focus might be.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, and you read
- about articles about the city police
- going around and taking down people's license
- plates, numbers and all that.
- Now, if you talk to the police, they'll
- say that never happened, but yet there's
- apparently reports and evidence that it really did happen.
- What's your perception on that?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think it probably did happen,
- but I have no proof.
- And I can't say that I ever saw that directly happening.
- I just used to hear about it in a roundabout way.
- So I will say I do remember coming out
- of the Bachelor Forum when it was located on Main Street.
- Now, currently all that's been torn down
- and that sort of thing.
- But an undercover agent approached
- Tim Mains in the parking lot after we'd
- left the Bachelor Forum.
- And I think he was asking Tim for ID or something,
- and Tim hit the roof.
- And so-- I forgot, who was with me?
- Somebody else was with me.
- And we had to--
- Tim lost his temper, and that's not a good thing
- to do with an undercover cop.
- So we were saying, "Tim, OK, let's back off now."
- So we're pulling him away, like, OK, cool off now.
- Because this officer's getting really hot.
- I mean what was he doing there?
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, as Tim told it,
- he spotted the officers taking down license plates.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Ah.
- OK.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Actually, there was an actual police
- car in the parking lot.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Maybe that was the one incident where
- OK, what was he doing there?
- It must--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: And he confronted the police officer
- about, why are you taking down license plates?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: OK.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Tim stood in front of the police car
- and took down its plate.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That sounds right.
- I'm sorry that my memory's not so good.
- But I do remember the confrontation.
- I do remember us dragging him away,
- because that officer was going to drag him away
- if it had kept up.
- Things were escalating.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: What impact do you
- think the Gay Alliance was actually having
- in the community?
- Did you guys really feel that you
- were achieving what you were setting out to achieve?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That's a good question.
- How would you measure that at the time?
- We were definitely having an impact.
- Certainly not intentionally, and I'm not
- saying this was a good thing, but we brought the United Way
- to its knees.
- In 1975, they lost tens of thousands of dollars
- because they were the organization--
- at the time, there was a problem.
- The unemployment rate was going up.
- We were having a recession then.
- And there was the CETA funding that the federal government
- was giving out to locales, the Comprehensive
- Employment and Training Act.
- And the Red Cross--
- I'm sorry, the United Way.
- Did I say the Red Cross earlier?
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'm sorry.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: No, you said the United Way earlier.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: United Way.
- The United Way was administered the CETA program.
- And so John Noble, knowing how these things work--
- government, and applications, and all that, said, "Well,
- I think we should apply for our own Comprehensive Employment
- Training Act positions here at the Gay Alliance, somebody
- to train peer counselors and another person
- to work on the Empty Closet."
- And he wrote up how that was training somebody with job
- skills, blah, blah, blah.
- So when that went before the United Way and the community
- got wind of it, all hell broke loose for them.
- And everybody in the community says, "Well, I'm
- not getting any money to the United Way.
- They're giving money to homosexuals
- and this homosexual group."
- And they dropped us like a hot potato.
- And we were the focus of a city council meeting about all that.
- We were in the news constantly then.
- And that's when a person named Bill Johnson appeared
- from the Urban League and said, "Well, I
- don't mind that the Gay Alliance is doing this.
- Why don't we administer the CETA funds instead of the United
- Way?"
- And that was the beginning of a relationship
- then with Bill Johnson, the future mayor of Rochester.
- And it was a big deal.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Did you ever question his motives
- at the time?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- I'm sure there was something political about it.
- I would assume that gave him some power.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Financial, actually.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, financial, there you go--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Probably some money for the Urban League.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He got some money for the Urban League,
- you're right, for doing that, right.
- But still, that got us a lot of publicity.
- And I felt badly that it hurt the United Way,
- but then the United Way did not handle it well.
- And I remember a heated meeting with them, with the United Way,
- and we were slugging it out over this.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Who did?
- Who met with the United Way?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Tim Mains, myself.
- John Noble was there.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Rob Sweeney?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Maybe so.
- Yeah, Rob may have been there.
- He was calling himself Bob Sweeney at the time,
- now he calls himself Rob Sweeney.
- And so-- I'm trying to remember the name of the woman
- that I was arguing with.
- And I got real hot under the collar.
- And it turns out the person that we were really
- getting heated with, he didn't want
- to fund the position for the Empty Closet.
- And I said, that's not fair.
- And you're just doing that because of the pressure that's
- been brought to bear over this, over us being a gay group,
- blah, blah, blah.
- Anyway, Tim tried to balance out everything
- by taking a very calm approach with him.
- And it was with--
- oh, he's passed away now, but he was
- the city manager under Bill Johnson,
- or he was the deputy mayor.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: The Deputy Mayor?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, you know who I'm talking about, right?
- He passed away a few years ago.
- Well, anyway--
- EVELYN BAILEY: We can find out.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was working
- at the Urban League for Bill Johnson at the time, and then
- later (unintelligible)--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Carlson?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Carlson, yeah.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Carlson.
- Right.
- So he was the one opposing the CETA funding?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was trying to make us cut it back.
- No, no.
- This was now-- it was when we were
- being turned over from the United Way
- over to the Urban League.
- And the United Way was there.
- I wish I could remember that woman's name.
- Anyway, she was an African-American.
- And I challenged her and said, "Well, how would
- you like it if funding were denied
- just because you're black and it were a black organization?
- And you're just doing this because we're gay."
- Oh, she was furious.
- And I think John and Tim were a little horrified.
- But so I was like, OK, well--
- EVELYN BAILEY: It wasn't Hazel Jeffreys?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- Nevermind.
- EVELYN BAILEY: We can find out.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Was the whole CETA funding issue--
- do you think that was the first really big activist
- event to kind of put you guys on the map?
- I mean the really first big challenge
- that you needed to overcome politically?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, I think you're right.
- Because we really got to be a known entity in the community
- then.
- Lots of news about it, the impact
- it had on the United Way, sadly.
- And it was shortly after that, United Way
- started letting people choose which organizations you could
- designate your money to go to.
- That was the issue then.
- People said, I'm not giving to the United Way,
- because I don't want any of the money to go to Gay Alliance.
- And-- anyway.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: I want to touch on something really brief
- here, because I read this in one of the articles about you.
- Is some work that you were doing, or some conversations
- you were having with the Mattachine Society in Buffalo.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: I don't think it was a major article.
- There was one article that mentioned some work
- that you were doing, or--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I may have gone to a meeting with them
- or talked with them.
- Buffalo was always struggling.
- They never could seem to keep an organization going there.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, well, that's
- what we're trying to get a handle on,
- is what was our relationship with the Mattachine in Buffalo?
- And did they really have any kind
- of presence or significant contributions to us?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, I don't recall them, no.
- The students did, at Syracuse University for Syracuse.
- New York City, the Gay Activists Alliance.
- They always seemed to be in political disarray, though.
- They were always fighting, all this infighting down there.
- But we did all manage to-- and Tim Mains
- had a lot to do with this-- start
- an organization that was the New York State
- Coalition of Gay Organizations.
- And there were supposed to be representatives from Buffalo,
- and Syracuse, and Rochester, and Albany, and New York City.
- And the goal of which, of course,
- was to lobby at the state level to overturn
- the sodomy law to advocate for gay civil rights.
- And that was a big deal.
- I will say I was noticing that at the time,
- we were active on a lot of fronts.
- On the political front.
- In the Rochester Gay Task Force, John Noble
- was trying to get us involved in local politics.
- And he did that by-- he would do these surveys on gay attitudes
- of a political candidate.
- Where do you stand on the issue of nondiscrimination
- legislation protecting civil rights of gay people?
- I might be making things up, but that's the gist of it.
- Where do you stand on--
- I don't know, repeal the sodomy law?
- Where do you stand on--
- And that began to make us a known
- entity in the Democratic Party, for example, or even
- the Republican Party.
- John got us invited to meet-- well,
- I'm trying to remember that guy's name now, older fellow--
- he's long since passed away--
- who was head of the Republican Party at the time.
- And I remember just being stunned
- when he invited us to meet with him, the head of the Republican
- Party.
- I mean, it was a different Republican Party then, too.
- EVELYN BAILEY: (unintelligible)?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That sounds right, yeah.
- Inviting us to--
- EVELYN BAILEY: (unintelligible)?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'm not sure.
- John would know.
- John would know.
- So that was part of the Rochester Gay Task Force.
- And in fact, even in '73, we were disappointed--
- we were meeting, we were trying to get the city--
- the city drew up a new city charter.
- We were trying to get anti-discrimination legislation
- or wording put into the Rochester City Charter.
- That they wouldn't discriminate on the basis
- of sexual orientation.
- And they didn't do it.
- So we were active in lots of different ways.
- And I remember I used to love the Rochester Gay Task Force,
- because it was getting involved in politics.
- And it was having a big impact starting
- to bring up the issues, gay rights issues,
- among the local political folk here at the local level.
- So anyway, that was a neat thing.
- That was a really neat thing.
- I do feel like we had a big impact on that front.
- And through the Speakers Bureau, and the Empty Closet.
- And we were also, though, there for the gay community here
- locally.
- Lots and lots of people called us
- when they were trying to come out and deal with,
- I think I'm gay, or I'm not sure if I'm gay,
- or maybe I'm bisexual.
- And lots of people called.
- My very own partner was one of the people who
- called when he decided that he must be gay and called,
- and came to an auction the Gay Alliance was doing.
- It wasn't me he called.
- It was somebody else, one of the other peer counselors.
- While we were bidding against each other on an item,
- but anyway.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Was there one particular event, one
- particular situation, one particular moment
- in those years where it just dawned on you, god,
- we're really doing a good thing here?
- We're really making a difference.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I'd have to reflect on that for a while.
- But I think the things that quickly
- come to mind when you say that is being at a Sunday night
- meeting and having somebody who has called us
- and come to a meeting for the first time.
- And how we have utterly transformed their life
- by being there and being a place for them
- to come and meet, and meet with people.
- They've never seen another gay person.
- Just that whole-- well, it's a personality transformation
- for a lot of people, the whole process of coming out.
- But I think when I saw the impact
- that I was having on somebody who was in that very room,
- and how moved they were, and how much this had meant
- to them that we were there.
- And that there was a meeting, and that they could talk to us.
- And we had books, and it was all so positive.
- That's when you felt like you were really doing something.
- Because even if you just help one person,
- you would help that one person in such a profound way.
- And, of course, you had to infer from that that there
- were plenty of other people out there that we had helped
- that we weren't meeting face to face
- and weren't getting all this positive feedback
- from them about how wonderful it was
- that we were here to help them with the process of coming out.
- So I think those things meant more than anything.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Could you talk to me
- a little bit about Patti Evans?
- I know you worked closely with Patti on a number of things.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: She was just wonderful.
- Patti was just always out there.
- I always felt like she was the first person to be concerned
- and want to do something--
- "We have to do something about this!"
- But she would walk the walk.
- I mean, walk the talk--
- what's the expression?
- Anyway, she wouldn't just sit and say, "Well, somebody needs
- to do something about this."
- She'd say, "Well, I'm going to go there and meet with them,
- and I'm going to do--"
- When the Sheriff's department was harassing gay people--
- or actually, mostly, it wasn't gay people--
- harassing people in the parks, trying to entrap them,
- if Patti knew it was going on, she'd write up leaflets.
- And she'd get out there in the park
- and be handing out to men she saw there in the park saying,
- "Beware, they're out here, trying to arrest you,
- arrest people in the parks," and blah, blah, blah.
- None of the rest of us did that, but Patti would.
- And when it came to meeting with legislators or labor,
- the local head of the labor union here,
- Patti was right there, ready to do it.
- And she was very dynamic.
- And a very quiet person--
- very low-key about all of it, but she's a doer.
- She's an activist.
- She's somebody who's right there, ready to do it.
- And I always thought she was a good role model for me.
- I never, never, ever saw myself as being near the activist
- that she was, or as brave as she was, or as outgoing as she was,
- or willing to take the initiative that she took.
- Which is one of the things, by the way,
- that always attracted me about the Gay Alliance and people
- like Whitey.
- To me, they were always people for me to emulate,
- because I admired so much their behavior,
- and their upfrontedness, and their leadership,
- and their positiveness on all these issues.
- And they were just great grow models for me-- role models
- for me-- grow models, too, as a young person
- in my early twenties to do what they were doing,
- look what they're doing, look at the impact they're having.
- And I felt very fortunate to be involved with people like that.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: How many years did you stay
- working with the Gay Alliance?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, until I left with my partner in 1978.
- So it was about five years.
- And it seems like in that five years,
- about fifty years' worth of things happened.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: It did.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, talk to me then a little bit about life
- after 1978.
- What was life like for you and your partner
- in the gay community, and some of the things
- that you may have been involved with?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: He was not closeted, but he was also not--
- I was out there putting myself on the front line
- all the time here in Rochester as a gay person.
- Yes, I'm a gay person.
- Here I am at this, speaking-- here I'm at the-- here
- at whatever.
- And he wouldn't deny that he was gay if it came up,
- but he certainly wasn't on the front lines.
- And so when we moved to Iowa City,
- and I was trying to look for a job at the University of Iowa,
- I remember on one of my job interviews--
- how did this come up?
- It was a director of the University
- of Iowa Libraries who--
- I was trying to get a job there as a librarian.
- And he just had a courtesy meeting with me,
- because I wrote to him and said, I'm moving to Iowa City,
- I'm employed at the University of Rochester.
- And I was looking for employment as a librarian there.
- So he just had a courtesy meeting with me.
- And then I said, well, my spouse--
- and Randy and I had had a ceremony.
- We'd just call it a special celebration, a commitment
- ceremony there, here, locally.
- So I referred to Randy as my spouse.
- And I said, "Well, my spouse is doing his residency here."
- "Oh, in what department?"
- I said, "Orthopedics."
- "Oh, I know the head of the orthopedics department.
- And what is she specializing in?"
- Or something like that?
- And I said, "Oh, it's a he."
- And oh, my god.
- He was just-- he was very upset.
- "Well, you misled me.
- You called him your spouse."
- I said, "Well, I'm sorry.
- I didn't mean to mislead you."
- It turned into-- it had started out very positively,
- and it got very ugly.
- And that was my introduction to life
- there in a small Midwestern city,
- even at the university level.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: What year was that?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: 1978.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: That was '78, OK.
- When did you come back to Rochester?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I came back, let's
- see, I was out there three years,
- I think, and then took a job at RIT.
- And then he stayed another three years
- and took a job at the U of R after that.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: So you came back around '81--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, '81.
- Right, exactly.
- Yeah '81.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: In that short time
- that you were gone and came back, did
- you notice any difference in Rochester,
- the gay community in Rochester?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think the Gay Alliance was really
- struggling.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: That's a difference?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: More so than ever.
- Oh, I think there had been a little financial scandal.
- At one point, somebody absconding
- with some funds, which I think was almost the end
- of the Alliance at the time.
- And then there was a period of nobody
- was willing to be the editor of the Empty Closet.
- And I think for a month or so, it
- went unpublished, which was a first in all those years.
- And it was really struggling.
- But I felt like I had devoted myself seven days a week
- for five years and was just burned out on it.
- And had a new life, sort of the nesting behavior.
- And not involved so much with the gay movement.
- But I missed it.
- I felt like it was a part of myself I almost
- had to shelve as part of our relationship.
- One of the compromises in having a relationship at the time
- was not being so actively involved, and--
- anyway.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Looking at it today,
- the Gay Alliance and the gay community in Rochester,
- did you in your wildest dreams ever
- think it would ever get to where it is today?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- Oh, no.
- I mean, I think it's marvelous.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: When you look at it today, what do you think?
- What do you feel?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I think it's absolutely amazing.
- It says something about this community
- and the need in this community, I suppose,
- and the kinds of people that are in this community,
- that the Gay Alliance would have continued to survive and now,
- even to my eyes, thrive.
- When you have-- oh, what's the name
- of that funding agency I was trying
- to work with to get the equipment for the library?
- EVELYN BAILEY: Rochester Community Foundation?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Barnett.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Barnett.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, Barnett.
- It's the guy who--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah, David Barnett.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right, David Barnett.
- Well, when their officer came here and met with,
- well, the current head of the Gay Alliance.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Chuck Bowen?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No, after Chuck.
- I forgot.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Joanne (unintelligible)?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Oh, Chris (unintelligible)?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, Chris.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Oh, Chris, right.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Chris and I met
- with this person from the Barnett Foundation
- when he was interviewing us about should we get the money,
- should we not get the money?
- And he was just floored that a city the size of Rochester
- would have a gay organization that had--
- at the time, I think we had five paid staff members.
- Five paid staff members in a city
- this size for a gay organization--
- that's just unheard of.
- Maybe in a larger city, you might see that.
- And I thought to myself, this is really something.
- And he was very impressed with the youth center here--
- to have three hundred-plus kids involved,
- the gay youth center there, was really something.
- And so I just think the Gay Alliance has been successful,
- I wouldn't say beyond its wildest dreams,
- but a great success.
- It's just, I think, very impressive for a city
- this size.
- But again, it reflects on the makeup of this community,
- I think.
- An oddly conservative, yet at the same time
- fair-minded community in some respects.
- I'm sure you have a very different perspective at WXXI
- than I might, but--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: You can't really label it.
- Rochester-- we're labelled as kind of a conservative
- community, but you don't even have to dig down that deep
- to find out we're actually a very tolerant,
- very liberal society.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Well, it's these odd contrasts, like Kodak seems so incredibly
- conservative to me and staid.
- And yet you've got Frederick Douglass and Emma Goldman, god,
- this radical--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: But even Kodak, one of the first corporations
- to have a gay network in their company.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, no, you're right.
- You're right.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: That probably wouldn't have happened
- in George Eastman's time, but--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Susan B. Anthony and all that.
- So it always struck me as being an odd mix of, in some ways,
- very conservative, and in some ways,
- not very conservative-- very liberal,
- very progressive in terms of fundamental freedom and rights
- for people.
- And that's one reason I think the gay community has done well
- here is that when you've really raised the issue
- and brought it to people's attention,
- there's a sense of fairness in Rochester
- in the way people are treated.
- Of course, now, there were the riots, were there not,
- in '69, so I'm sure a lot of people would say--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: There's still-- there are problems, but--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Talk a little bit about--
- because I don't understand this.
- The Rochester Gay Task Force was created why?
- What was it?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Political action.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Political action.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Because our corporation
- as a nonprofit group--
- we could only, by law, spend 10 percent of our resources,
- I guess is one way to put it, by law, on political action,
- for political things.
- So we had to be very careful.
- So we tried not to do anything that
- looked like political action as far as other parts of the Gay
- Alliance were concerned.
- But we felt like with this little group, the Rochester Gay
- Task Force, we could be the 10 percent that got away
- with polling politicians.
- And we would put an article then in the Empty Closet at election
- time, saying here are the candidates that we think
- you should support because they're supportive of us
- in the gay community.
- And here's where they stand on the issues.
- And here's who you shouldn't vote for.
- So that was the 10 percent.
- And we were very mindful, I think.
- John Noble, I thought, was masterful at that,
- making sure that--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Was he the leader?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- He was the one who, I think, got us organized and got us going.
- And Tim was involved, too, but myself
- and, oh, well, there were some politicos
- that let us do all that.
- For a while, we had a few log cabin Republicans
- coming around.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: I think Patti was involved, wasn't she?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Patti, yeah.
- Patti was, right.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Yeah.
- And then the New York State Coalition--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: --of Gay Organizations?
- Yeah, that was an early lobbying group.
- We paid a lobbyist.
- We tried to come up with money to pay for a lobbyist.
- There was just no money to be had
- from anybody around the state.
- But we did have a lobbyist there part-time in Albany,
- trying to--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: But that group wasn't under the umbrella
- of the Alliance, was it?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Oh, no.
- That was just at the state level,
- gay organizations around the state
- trying to fund a lobbying effort--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: So the Alliance was part of that organization,
- or a member of that organization?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- You could put it that way, yeah.
- Yeah, exactly.
- The Gay Alliance was part of the New York State Coalition
- of Gay Organizations.
- But again, you get into all the--
- it gets shaky with the--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: The law.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right.
- What you're doing with your not-for-profit status.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Did the Rochester Task Force then become
- the political caucus?
- Or was that a separate--
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: I don't know.
- I'm not sure what the political caucus--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Of the Stonewall Republicans?
- With Bill Wall?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That's after me,
- so I'm sorry I can't help with that.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: I think the political caucus--
- Larry Champoux can speak to that.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Now, I will say I was very impressed--
- EVELYN BAILEY: Log cabin Republicans.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: We were talking about when I came back,
- and it was very impressive what Larry Champoux--
- now, wasn't Larry Champoux one of the people who started
- the whole film festival?
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yes.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: That was very impressive.
- I was very impressed, and I thought, wow,
- they've really done something, starting this gay film
- festival.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Twenty years later.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- I was always struck by the fact that it was a Gay Alliance
- group originally, or part of the Gay Alliance,
- and that the Gay Alliance foolishly, I
- think, under Bill--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Bill Pritchard.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Leadership there-- I guess they didn't get along
- and then left the group.
- And I think that was a big loss.
- To me, that was a big loss for the Gay Alliance.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, I talked to Bill Pritchard about it,
- and he says, "Yeah, it was probably
- one of our biggest mistakes."
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Because it probably
- would have been their biggest funding resource.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
- And another way for the Gay Alliance to reach out
- into the community and--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: But you know what, they're
- a big part of it anyways.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, exactly.
- And it all works together, so yeah.
- And Rochester's only so big.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Right.
- And as we have found with other organizations and other groups
- that we have incubated and spun off, had all of those groups
- remained with the Alliance-- it's a two-edged sword.
- You need space to have them, and that costs money.
- You also have to have leadership in the Alliance
- that can manage all of those pieces.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: And give them room to grow.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Right.
- And better, I think, to have pushed them out of the nest
- and said, go on your own.
- Because we'll be here.
- I mean, if Image Out ever got to the point
- where it needed to return to a quote unquote "umbrella
- organization," or a "parent organization," or whatever,
- the Alliance would still be here.
- But they're much, I think, better off being separate.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Separate and their own leadership.
- Their own bylaws, their own mission.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- Speaking of groups and that sort of-- but that makes
- me think about, you were talking about the people
- whose lives were impacted.
- And I was talking about this at one point with Chris
- when she was going through, or when
- he was going through his gender transformation.
- In the early days of the Gay Alliance,
- there were a number of folks who considered
- themselves transsexuals and were going through the transition.
- At the time, the only people I knew
- were going from male to female.
- And one of them was just the quietest person,
- and she was working with us on the library.
- And it was interesting to see her
- and then another person that was transitioning from male
- to female, who was an officer, a secretary, I think,
- with the Gay Brotherhood, the year I was president--
- one of those years.
- And I can't remember the person's name,
- but I remember the picture of him.
- Very outgoing person.
- But we were a place that was the only place they
- had to come where they could feel safe, and comfortable,
- and accepted.
- And even in the gay community, I think
- there was some discomfort on the part particularly of a lot
- of gay men in dealing with--
- because that was the stereotype, right, that a lot of us
- were fighting as gay men, that--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: We all want to be women.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Right, exactly.
- And yet here was--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: I don't like them, but I want to be one.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: And so when I look back on that,
- I think about that.
- There were a number of folks there,
- and the Gay Alliance definitely provided a safe place for them
- to come and feel as though they were accepted,
- and they could participate.
- And put them in a more comfortable situation,
- I think, to make the transition.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Yeah, it's interesting you say that,
- because I've often struggled with that issue myself.
- We got LGB, and then now we've got the T's.
- And then now we also have the I's and the Q's and pretty
- soon, we're going to have every letter in the alphabet.
- But yeah, why was it that they-- because they don't identify
- themselves as gay, but yet they align themselves
- with the gay organizations all the time.
- I can't figure that out.
- (unintelligible) because they had no other place to go.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- And we were the one group where at least there
- was some acceptance, even if some of the men
- didn't accept them.
- Some of them did.
- EVELYN BAILEY: I also think it was because of that transition
- from male to female, or female to male,
- where oftentimes that would mean the resulting partners,
- if they stayed together, were two women or two men.
- Which, now, they may not think of themselves
- or see themselves as gay, but given the culture,
- given the society--
- KEVIN INDOVINO: How we define what gay is.
- EVELYN BAILEY: --and the image when you see two men together
- or two women together, they get pushed
- into this gay/lesbian category.
- So that may not be what they self-identify as,
- but that is certainly how society would view them,
- because society doesn't have another category
- to put them in.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah, I think we've come a long way.
- And I've come a long way.
- I think my thinking changing about it over the years--
- I was uncomfortable with it (unintelligible).
- KEVIN INDOVINO: This month's Empty Closet
- is all about transsexual issues, transgender issues.
- That's what I was reading when you were coming in.
- I'm like, actually, you know what?
- I really need to read this, because I
- do need to understand it more.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Yeah.
- EVELYN BAILEY: I have just one final question for you.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: What's that?
- EVELYN BAILEY: What difference in your own life
- did the Gay Alliance make, or your involvement
- in the gay community make?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: My own life?
- Oh, gosh.
- I think it really transformed my life.
- I wouldn't have come out with my mother.
- My father had already passed away.
- But I wouldn't have come out with my mother had it
- not been for the Gay Alliance.
- And so that was a real biggie.
- And my brother.
- Came out with my family.
- I wouldn't probably have met my life partner were it
- not for the Gay Alliance.
- And I think it opened my eyes to a lot of things
- that they had not been opened to before.
- And I think made me a little more politically involved
- than I would have been otherwise.
- EVELYN BAILEY: Did you feel more integrated, more,
- for lack of a word, whole?
- More together?
- Did you think compartmentalized, and then not?
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: No.
- No, I think it still left me with a sense of other.
- I always felt like I was not part of society as a whole,
- and here was a group that I could identify with and feel
- at home with.
- So I finally had a group I could identify with.
- So that impact on my identity of you're
- part of this big gay community.
- And yeah, it's that whole concept of otherness,
- of not being part of the rest of society.
- You're different.
- And this group has helped accept that difference,
- and helped me accept that difference.
- That's not a very good answer.
- But yeah, I think it's shaped whole aspects of my life.
- And even my employment.
- Certainly one of my jobs was because of gay people
- I knew, and I ended up with a gay boss.
- I don't know.
- Lifelong friends.
- It had a big impact.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: Well, I'm sorry to say,
- but I do need to get going.
- I need to get back to my office.
- EVELYN BAILEY: I do, too.
- But thank you.
- MICHAEL ROBERTSON: Well, no, thanks
- for taking the time to do this.
- I really appreciate it.
- KEVIN INDOVINO: This is my opportunity
- to just get to know you and the things
- that we might be able to ask you--
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